konichiwa. ake mashite ome detou gozaimasu.
finally it's new year. and it's 2022. rasa mcm semalam i was running away from a very negative place and here i am dah nak hujung part of my university life. Will there be another university life? im not sure ;)
Contrary with my birthday, i always hype for new year no matter where i was. i think this started in 2019 idk why but i always feel happy when it's new year and nak party sebanyak mungkin hahah
but today post isnt like that. i want to use this time that i steal, to properly closed by 2021. Tahun paling banyak emosi dan menangis. paling banyak gaduh dengan diri sendiri.
Dari february dah start and it goes to intern thingy part and then goes to moving houses, ending a new friendship and then a1ac and now my final year. i think it was really a year i guess?
thank you for many things ya allah for 2021. I couldnt appreciate all the blessing you have provide to me and family. what will happen in new year is always the scariest part but we never know whether it's going up or down or even stay. it moves.
but what for sure, i want to properly end my university days (especially my 1st sem right now!!) and proceed with my next chapter. Now sure how it's gonna be andthats the exciting part. the most important i hope i will be chasing my dream the same time next year. Inshallah. as much as many frustrating things to happened in my 23, there was many unexpected blessing came too. It just grey now. i hope it will become full colour soon.
insyallah.
i will come back to this time next year.
to more days gaduh-ing with myself and you did great myself.
see you.
06012022
1236am
