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▶ 31 August, 2021 7:48 AM 0 comment


 assalamualaikum

 writing this down, it's already the last day of august 2021. Who would ever wonder my life till 2021 would be a roller coaster? 

It started when i settled down in jb and focusing on my studies. getting my own space finally and it's the same until june. Then July came and many unexpected things happened. Like how i couldnt spend my internship experience in segamat and need to find alternatives in jb. like how i began my internship a day after i finished my final exam. and then august, when i bring myself to a battle and won personally and finally now, it's almost september.

July was hectic. I was literally overwhelmed because its my first official legal intern ever and i expected alot tbh. It was a normal working life, meeting many interesting and fun people until it came to beginning of august. long story short, i gained another level of my life. It was scary and one of the kind experience i ever gone through till now. I was sad, scared, furious but also glad i went through this. It show that career life was not as flowery as it is and let just say this kind of career is not something i want to do in future. Not because im not good at it, but it just against my principles in many way. The fact that they could communicate properly and i got overwhelmed because of that, i guess, other field deserved me better. 

Staying at home, allow me to be able to do a lot of things at my own time (but still within the time provided) and make me realised, there are other opportunity available out there. Im reaching out my hand for sure for it and let's pray i manage to get it through and make my dream come true at the same time. 

September is an opportunity month i would say. Despite i let go one of the opportunity on last august (where i was surprised they actually call me to reconfirm) i wanna spread my wings more this month. 

I hope, everything will be settle and end properly when october begins as that will be the moment i become a final year student. 

I hope, u may achieve whatever you wish for, and inshallah, what meant to be for you, will be yours. 

tuna xx

31/8/2021 - happy birthday malaysia