assalamualaikum

first and foremost, hi. it's been almost 4 month since i update this story telling platform. i've been staying at home and trying to get the fullest for ramadan and syawal and i hope its not too late for you to receive happy eidul fitri and eidul adha from me :) oh! and also happy new year to all muslims in the world!~

never knew that 4 months can be so short as i am right now on my third week of degree in law in iium. never expect to be one of the students here studying one of most honourable subject, law. i will get to that later. As 4 months passed by i've encounter so many things. working part time at cafe, part time at an event, being a tour guide for japanese and also in kuala lumpur, conducting a program in afs and meeting one of (never expected to meet before) amazing people which are the ambassador of japan in malaysia and also president of afs japan and afs malaysia, masyallah, i am blessed with these event in my life for the past 4 months. so now alhamdulillah i am in real university for sure and gosh i am so excited for my four year journey here.

ever since i ended my foundation, i made up my mind to start a new life thorough out degree as in meeting new people, new roommate, encounter new challenges and you know what? maybe making a new fresh healthy relationship with people i knew before. reset everything, but save the memories and make a new one. something happened between the person i love the most and me but i am sure Allah made it happened for reasons. This new degree life, i don't want to be stuck in the same mind state. not because im reaching 20 this year but i simply wanted the new me with fresh new mind. im an optimist jerk who can be so annoying sometimes and im grateful for being that because i am surrounded by many pessimist people in many interesting aspects. (no joke). how i do that? i just simply don't let their life enter mine too deep. making my own limitations.

staying in this university i still have my own culture shock. the way their people think, the way they accept challenges really differs from one each other. what i love in degree, you can have more time for yourself if you choose the right people. i just pray that Allah keep me in His path and surround me with people that make me stronger, not weaker. Im still planning and drafting the problems that i want to overcome within this period of time. one of it is the money issue. alhamdulillah because i did some part time jobs i managed to get my own and buy some lagha things for myself. but entering university with a course that requires you to read a lot really really requires money. still finding something or anything that can solve this matter but i am sure the thing that need to be solved the most is my nafs. i will try my best. insyallah. do pray for me and thank you for reading.

ps: always remind yourself your goals everyday! just know that life never get easier. it just you trying to adapt into things. remember guys, the harder the obstacle, the more you learn.

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