assalamualaikum.

hari ni mari kita cita pasal kawan. let's starts with the definition.

a person with whom one has a bond of mutual affection, typically one exclusive of sexual or family relations

so apa korang rasa bila baca definition? ada tak orang macam tu di sekeliling kau? tepuk dada tanya diri sendiri. hari ni for the first time aku rasa susahnya nak cari kawan betul. before ni kat sekolah ada lah juga kes kes macam "ugh i dont have real friends" tapi bila kau dah besar panjang dah boleh faham mana buruk mana baik kau akan rasa betapa sakitnya the moment you thought s/he was the one but it's not actually. well maybe she just did a mistake during 'that' time but 'that' time could means alot you yourself and your whole emotions.

pernah tak korang bercakap dengan kawan tentang sesuatu in return korang bukan lah nak hadiah ke duit ke makanan ke orang yang dikata tu dicaci ke but all you wanted was a comfort. a passive person that actually opens up to you although s/he could just not to tell you and keep it to their selves, thats means there something happened to that person. you are that something. but then when they open up and you treat her like shit, gosh girl, that will be the last time she'll open up to you. it just sad how a person yang hanya mahu some hope by the person by talking to them but they crushes your hope.

jangan buat macam tu manusia sekalian. jangan jadi tiga jenis manusia ni which is

1) those who cannot control their anger
2) those who like to make fuss of a small things
3) those who crushes hope.

it hurts alot. like a lot. orang tu dah lah terbeban dengan problems dia and kau tambahkan lagi just because that person is lacking of something. just because you are privileged with something doesn't mean everyone is the same. there some people who is lacking other things too. be tolerate. be considerable. remember that in this world Allah doesnt created only one specie. there are variation of species apatahlagi dengan sifat manusia. masing-masing ada kelebihan dengan kekurangan masing-masing. kekurangan kau mungkin kelebihan dia. kelebihan dia mungkin kekurangan kau. Allah created us like this so that we can depend on each other more. and of course we will depend on Allah too. so refresh your mind and change the way you think. you might become a hope to someone or you might receive hope today!

anyway, just be positive and chill. smile! :)

ps: today is my otochan birthday's! happy birthday ayah!

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