mumbles
▶ 21 November, 2016 6:43 AM 0 comment
Assalamualaikum,
78 days left before i leave.
Tipulah kalau aku cakap aku tak rindu family kat malaysia.
Tapi tipulah juga kalau aku cakap aku nak tinggalkan tempat ni
But this is the life of exchange student, you get depressed by the end of the day.
Before this i used be that kind of girl yang plan apa aktiviti dia akan buat bulan selanjutnya sebab dia ada banyak sangat bulan yang tinggal.
Tapi sekarang bila hitung berapa hari tinggal rasa lain. Dulu excited.
Sekrang separuh sedih separuh gembira.
Tapi aku rasa aku lebih kepada nak balik.
Tapi yang aku excited ialah masa nak balik.
Sebab masa tu kot aku rasa aku akan rasa "eh dah setahun dah ke"
And then some part of me will answer "yes, you survived"
mixed feeling but one feeling i hate the most is the feeling that 'if you don't do it you will regret it'.
It's the worst.
But still,
The best memory created.
ps: quick life update: it going to snow very soon and im participating in a speech contest on january! Wish me luck!
Labels: #japan #afsmalaysia
