assalamualaikum

hello everyone!! it's december already and im so nervous for my upcoming exam result! and for everyone who in the same situation with me , goodluck! so next year going to be 2014 and im so envious of what will happen next year. what kind of people that i will met? what kind of food will i eat? what kind of friends will i make? and such things.

when we fear of future, the good memory always come into mind and make we feels sad. make we feels like "do all these things have to end?" "will we feels the same?" and i am that kind of person that always think about these things. we are growing. slowly become an adult. slowly we will lose the person that we love and slowly things will change. this year, i have realized alot of things. those inner things and the opposite. i had realized that alot of people in this world are sad. they are not sad because someone make them sad they are sad because of their selves. a lot of people scared of being themselves in front of people. listen here, i used to be like you. scared of people. scared of my own thoughts scared of my life. we need to find what we want to be in the future and of course the things that we want to be is be happy. why we should ignore our own happiness for someone that does not even care about us? we must be someone that give benefits to our selves. we can't cling into a person everytime. we can't hope for our parent everytime. let's change. change into someone good. someone that actually good and have quality.

let's forget the sadness and quickly find something that will make us happy!!!~ goodluck everyone! i wish everyone will be happy this 2014, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! *bows*