hello people and welcome to my motivation blog
lol just kidding. im not that kind of person that very innocent and pure. but i love giving advice and spirit to my friends and the people that needed it. today is very meaningful to me because i learnt a lot of things today in a very special class at school. and of course we are special thats why we have it. calling we special doesnt make you not that special. everyone in this world is worthy and worth. so let's fly back to our main topics.

today is Saturday yet i have school. and who attended it? it's me and the 'special' students. we are so called 'leaders' the person who lead someone to the right path. not only the teacher but 'we' also help. i guess it because i wanna make this year is my last year of this school so i would like to join everything that the school organize. and yet! it's my second year of attending something like this! huhuhuhuk im so happy!

dear you. do you ever feel like,
"what will happen after this"
"what obstacle that i have to face after this"
"what kind of person will i be"
"what will my friends will be doing after this"
"will i be with  the person i care about forever"
"will i be a successful person"
"what will i be doing after i do this thing"
"what kind of person will i be"

actually there's more but these are the main questions. do you? or you just like
"i need to do this thing quickly"
"who cares"
"this is my life"
"finally the lesson is over. fuck this homework why do you even exist"
"my parent will choose a future for me"
"the God will determine my future"
"where are you? i need you my love"
"im so alone and my parent are suck"

do you? i used to be the one of the second part until i realized that im growing up. im not a little kid anymore. my parent are not getting younger. and im getting older. I cant act like this anymore. even though im ugly and fat and all the negative words , i have to stand up properly and face the world. i am the one that gonna face the world. you are the one that gonna face the world. we are the one that gonna face the world. this is just one of the lesson that i realized by my own today. insyAllah with the help from God we will be a successful person. xx