Assalamualaikum

it's been a while since i uptade my blog. Have you heard or read this sentences anywhere?

"Yesterday was History, Today was a Gift Tomorrow is Mystery" 

have you heard this anywhere. i can bet you all have . people like to use this sentences especially on twitter most of it lah.but now im not going to talk about twitter or any social networks. Right now im going to talk about what have happened to me today. 23.6.2012. Today was an ama-zing day. Thank god i have so much fun today. Let me tell you all of it.

Actually there were an IUDAY at SSI today. i really want to go to that school because i want to meet someone special ! but , if we want to go there we need a ticket. plus , the ticket is RM15. usually its 12. but i still want to go !! so for the whole weeks i asked all my friend whether they going to IU DAY or not. i was an annoyances. well , i just think so. when it comes to Thursday i getting nervous because i haven have my ticket yet! my friend was saying that she going to buy a ticket for me and it was a lied. and that mistake told me to not believe a person easily. i planed this iuday's thing with aina. but something happened to Aina so she cant make it. It's sad yknow.

On Friday i was deeply depressed because of that iu day thing and the lied that my friend told me . so on that night i have been thinking which one i want to go. Just because i dont want to stay all day long in the house with my sisters so i made my mind.

"Im going to Southern College"

After that i checked up my facebook and there was a status saying "please some to southern college tomorrow (if you can) to support blablablabla" and what in my mind is only 'Miracle' . i cant believe his going to Southern College too! Who? It's someone that know and i think he is the one that can help me forget about S. Do you remembered S?  then you should flashback all the memories in this blog or you can just click this because im not going to you again. lol. so i was over the moon that night.

Im at Southern College. i quickly looking for him!my crush! then i saw him just came out from the car! i quickly turn into the other i calm myself :3 a few minutes later i cant find him. so i chill out with my teachers. we entered the hall and sat on the second row. after few hours in the hall , the MC said it's a break time. So i stand up and drinking some water. while drinking my water i slowly turn back to see what happen behind my back and i saw S !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I quickly sat down like i just saw a ghost! my teacher was frighten about it and asked me what had happened. im silence and remain silenced. after that i waited for his performance. i wait and waited.  When come his turn to perform and recorded it. and in the same time my eyes were only on him. i want to see H but idk why i cant get off my eyes from S. i just dont know why.

I dont know if S realized i was there. Well , not able to be beside him but able to watched him from far already enough for me. i tried a few times to attracted his attention but the result was the same. i dont want to tell the whole story because i want to keep it secret that only me and he knows.

So before we are going back , i waited for my teacher at the entrance door. suddenly S came and our eyes met. i think so lah. im not that sure but i know that he saw me there! i was thinking to talk to him or smile or anything but it never happens. it was sad. but that was fate. nothing can change because Allah the one wo can change it. That is . Thank you for reading this love post of mine. just , thank you :'D